Sunday, 14 September 2014

"Nothin' is as it has been and I miss your face like hell"

Missing someone, but not being able to do anything about it. 

I'm sure everyone knows that feeling. How about..

Knowing that you're going to miss someone when you leave, but not knowing what to do about it ...except wait in dread. 

Example 1: You're doing something...you've just gotten the hang of it, you enjoy doing it. When suddenly someone comes up to you and says:" Stop doing it, leave it. Never go back to it." You have to obey, it's not up to you, it's not your choice. 

People normally ask me: “How does it feel? Having to move around constantly?" 
I've been to beautiful places...I've seen beautiful people, beautiful things..
 but my answer to this questions has always been "I don't like it". 

Modification of Example 1: You've moved to a new country, new school. new everything. You've just gotten used to the system, and you've made some wonderful friends.Day by day, you fall in love with the country . Until suddenly you realise... it's time for you to leave, time for you to go somewhere else, time for you to put down everything you had at the moment.... and adjust to the new surroundings again.

The pain isn't within the missing itself, it's the fear of never ever being able to go back to the thing you miss.

No matter how much I " don't " like moving around so often, I've never resented it.. because if I didn't, I wouldn't have been able to meet the things I love currently. I love the serenity and peacefulness of Australia; I love the warmth and generosity my friends give me everyday over here. 

I guess.. at the end of the day, it's just the beautiful memories that you get to keep.

I'm going to stop counting down from today on wards, stop at 96 days.
Instead, I'll focus on making the most out of time I have here:) It's the present that matters so much more. 
You see... this goes for everyone. Even if you don't physically move countries, things change around you. There are things that you will keep, things that you will miss, things that you eventually have to give up forever.

But.. its okay. You get to keep the beautiful memories to yourself , and bring them everywhere with you no matter where you are... forever and ever...<3



Have a wonderful day!!:D I hope you're not sick like I am...:(
June



41 comments:

  1. i freaking love the song <3
    nice post

    www.dicexcvi.com

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    1. Haha I love that song too!:)
      Thank you for the comment<3

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  2. J I will miss you so much and I'm just hoping you'll be able to stay another year! You're actually pretty lucky to be able to travel around so much, and I hope our faces will still be in your memory. Who's to say we won't see each other again? 94 days of memories left, and the rest of our lives to keep in touch. Love you J and get well soon!

    -M
    The Life of Little Me

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    1. Aww your comment made me teary>:(

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  3. missing someone is hard but we all have to be strong and move forward.
    :)


    Ms. Kei


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    P.S.
    i am now following your blog
    through GFC & Bloglovin'.

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    1. Yes... it hurts to be strong but I guess that's the only option out
      Thank you for the follow<3<3

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  4. never say goodbye , because saying goodbye means going away and going away means forgetting :)

    xx
    Molly
    http://www.corinnemolly.blogspot.com

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    1. Not necessarily:)) You can leave without saying goodbye, that way you will never forget.
      Thank you for commenting<3

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  5. I've been thinking about this all week. I'm so glad you have read your thoughts, and you put them down here beautifully.

    xx

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    1. Thank you so much for reading!:)
      I really appreciate it<3

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  6. This made me sooooo sad!
    Sometimes I forget you are leaving next year like when I keep asking you what your electives are. TG is going to be so quite without you and I know that I wouldn't have been able to get through last week without you, but I suppose I'm always so pessimistic I still get to see you for the next 96 days (or something like that) at least.

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    1. Yes!:) It's ok don't be sad! We still have 96 treasured days together. You're someone I'll never ever forget.<3

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  7. :'(((((( This is the part of the job that I hate the most. We'll miss you soooooo much! The past few years would not have been the same without you <3 Who knows, maybe I'm leaving too hahaha
    Hope you're feeling better now, it's an awful bug going around!

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    1. I'm selfish enough to want to drag you along when I leave... You've made the past few of my years amazing! Just amazing! I couldn't ask for a better friend. I love you<3

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  9. Good point to focus on the memories--you do get to keep those forever!

    Hope you feel better soon; I'm just short of completely recovered from a mild cold I've had the past 2 weeks, so there's light at the end of the tunnel--praying that for you the tunnel is shorter ;). All the best!

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    1. Thank you so much, I feel better already!:)

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  10. Thanks for visiting my blog, June! It means so much to me! And I will follow you too. Your blog post is very inspiring. So true, when you move around a lot, it can be hard, but the good memories you make will always be with you forever. Enjoy the good things in life. :)

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    1. **slaps forehead

      I keep forgetting something after I post a message LOL! Get well soon and get plenty of rest. :)

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    2. Yes:') thank you so much for your lovely comment, made my day<3

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  11. Thanks so much for following me! I'm following you back (love your blog)!
    J.B. :)

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    1. You're welcome! You have one of those blogs that I want to go back to over and over again!:))

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    1. Thank you for taking the time to read it<3

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  13. I know how you feel! And thanks for following my blog. I hope you feel better soon.
    ~Elizabeth

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    1. No problem! You have a wonderful blog, beautiful writings!:) thank you<3

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  14. JUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNEEEEEEEEEEEEE! I actually read it!! :( :( I can't belive you are leaving next year - how am I going to survive!!!! Still lets cross our fingers and toes that somehow just somehow you can stay for at least another year!<3 xoxoxoxoxoxox
    -C

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    1. Is this C.M?:)
      I'm assuming it is. My beautiful lovely friend<3<3<3

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  15. Thanks for visiting my blog :)
    Moving on is hard, but the end of something is the beginning of another! You will have all the memories to keep and you should never ever forget them for they made you who you are today. :) xx This is a really great post.
    I followed you back. Stay in touch! Your blog is nice.

    Sammie
    my blog || Bloglovin

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    1. Thank you so much!<3 You're blog is way more amazing.
      Yes, of course.. I totally agree with you. The person you are today is made up of countless memories.

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  16. be strong lovely !



    Visit my pages if you like and maybe you would like to follow each other? let me know and leave me your links aswell




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    1. Of course! I'll visit your blog<3

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  17. Lovely post! Would you like to follow each other on GFC? :) If so let me know! Kisses http://dontmakeusblush.blogspot.pt/

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    1. Thank you for the taking the time to read it!:)
      I will check out your blog<3

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    2. I'm already following you too! :) ***

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  18. such a lovely lovely post! yeah moving on sometimes is way too hard :(
    beautiful blog over here ♥
    xx. pris
    ps: and i saw you come from singapore?! eeekk. singaporean here as well - need to meet up soon k (:

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    1. You're from Singapore too! YAY<3
      You seem like such a cool and amazing person, I'd love to meet up with you. But, I'm living in Australia now. :(
      Thank you, your comment made me smile!

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  19. Hey, thanks so much for leaving a comment on my blog. Children are definitely a gift from God=D How did you find my blog? I just like to know since I've never read your blog before. Love your blog by the way:)

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    1. Your blog is so cool, why wouldn't I chance upon it?;))
      I'm so glad I did!
      Thank you<3

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